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Title: Lessons on Understanding
Author: Shazi nosebleed_seats 
Rating: PG
Pairing: Jon/Spencer, Spencer/OFC
POV: First; Jon's
Summary: Dreams are not universal and love is not always returned and sometimes you don't need comfort. Sometimes you need understanding.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone ('cept my original character, of course) and this story is FAKEFAKEFAKE.
Author's Note: This story was very much inspired by the song "Cath..." by Death Cab for Cutie. In fact, it played on repeat the entire time I was writing this. It's been played about forty-five times now. The cut text is also from that song.


( You said your vows and you closed the door on so many men who could have loved you more. )

Title: Who's To Say?
Author: Shazi nosebleed_seats 
Rating: PG-13 (for language)
Pairing: Jon/Ryan
Prompt: 4. Park
POV: Third
Summary: A lot of things can be revealed about the world in a park in Somewhere on green grass with questioning eyes.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in this fic (I don't own anyone period). No. Seriously.
Author's Note: I'm doing the whole one-word prompt/100 fics thing, except I'm using my own prompts (hence prompt_girl). Hence the whole prompt thing. And just to throw it in there, another hence.


( We're redefining our existence. )

Title: Letters Forever Unsent
Author: Shazi nosebleed_seats 
Rating: PG-15
Pairings: Failed Brendon/Spencer, mentions of Joncer
POV: First; Spencer's
Summary: Sometimes it's easier to write what you cannot bring yourself to say.
Disclaimer: This story is false, as it is fiction written by a fan.
Author's Notes: Cut text belongs to Ray Lamontagne.


( maybe you could understand me a little better if I was to write you a letter )

Title: The Dark I Know Well
Author: Shazi nosebleed_seats
Rating: PG-15
Pairings: Joncer
POV: Third
Summary: Spencer doesn't say no to the people he loves. How could he?
Disclaimer: In no true reality does this story exist. Title belongs to Spring Awakening, the musical.
Author Notes: At the end.